Some days life can be really hard.

Some days you can loose site of things and the people you love.

Lately I have been making huge mistakes in my life.

I just wanted to say sorry here.

Today I want to say I am trying my hardest. I am trying to be the best “human” I can be.

Ok that’s enough, go on, nothing to see here

Rupert Howe and I have been given the task of videoing the Young Lions competition. We have to use a Nokia N86 to capture the teams that have been tasked to make a 60 second advert for WSPA. Oh the teams are filming their adverts on Nokia N86′s too.

Below Rupert and I are getting ready for battle.

I love the effect paint stripper has on tile paint. Yes I am sad lol.

Paint Un-drying from ernmander

Today the UK C-IED Taskforce had a welcome home and medal parade.

I filmed the march to the medal parade.

Welcome home from ernmander

We will remember those that fell.

Second test of the Canon 550D’s video capability. This time auto focus in video is turned on.

Two different lenses used. The first part is the 18-55mm and the last part is the 70-300mm.

This is not a test of my filming skills, this was just to see the quality of the video.

Canon 550D Test 2 from ernmander

I have just got back from New York. Just wanted to show you some real cool adidas training shoes I picked up. Well I think they are cool.

Pictures were taken with iPhone.

Again my iPhone 3GS was the only camera I had on me. I am constantly impressed with the quality of picture. This was taken in low light.

Picture taken today with iPhone and posted to blog via WordPress iPhone app.

So why is a man in a high vis jacket taking pictures of the field behind my house? Are they ramping up the activity on the building of Great Western Park housing estate (an option very few voted for).

I have no idea why they did not even look into brownfield sites. We were all given an option to vote on where new housing should be located, no brownfield sites were marked up. There are thousands of acres of brownfield sites around this area, but still they insist on building on green sites.

I am not going to grow a beard and tie myself to a tree, I am just get fed up of the short sightedness of our council. This part of Oxfordshire is already overstretched. The amenities and infrastructure are just not there for an expansion on the scale of this sprawling housing estate.

Could somebody from Oxfordshire County Council be so kind as to answer.

I want to be much more than I am. Trouble is I don’t know how.